20061024

why do i love this man

^ it's a statement, not a question.

uh right, i'm bloody tired since camp. funny cause when i decided to buck up for exams i miraculously turned into a light sleeper (<-a TOTAL surprise) and now i feel like doing nothing else but sleep. maybe it's the contacts. i need my glasses asap! gawd staring at the computer kills my eyes even with contacts on.

i want the brown and gold flesh imp jacket but it costs $69.90 D: i hope i'll get sponsored for it, i want it as an early christmas present (: i don't care about a new handphone anymore. most of them suck anyway.

i think i'm suffering from a mental uh.. something. i can't do graphics, i can't translate, i can't do anything right, i don't FEEL like doing anything even if it's something that i enjoy doing, and i feel like shit. my mind refuses to give any attention beyond 8 minutes. i want to sleep. but i can't sleep at night, because of my darn bolster. makes me mad everytime. okay i am officially wierd, harbouring a grudge against my bolster for not being.. you know who.

screw maths tomorrow, i'm going to sleep through it. screw language arts proposal too. i mean wtf, there's only two days of school left! i have other plans like.. nevermind.

the house is a battlefield, why do i always get dragged in? it's not MY fault dammit. i'm miserable i wanna get my ass outta here D:


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Is a caffeine addict, & doesn't mind giving up talking for good. With not much self-confidence to start with, her ugly teeth upset her a lot but she plans to do nothing about it. Cheap thrills include rainy days, graphic designing, writing & a little dosage of her jrock darlings. Can conjure up some really good shit in her mind sometimes, but has problems putting them onto paper and into reality. Overall an average kid who's neither here nor there in everything she does, & gets bothered by it sometimes. Has trouble finding her direction in life. Mostly negative and wishes to be more apathetic. Currently finding a way to start a new life in Japan, with a different name.

Still likes to talk to inanimate things like her stuffed penguin.

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